There never was anyone else , I only wanted you !!! okay !!

actually , aku neh jenis yg mmg baran tak kene tmpat , marah for mnde yg kecik , suka buat emo telajak ! so , spe yg kenal aku sure dah mmg paham ngn mood aku yg gilee neh ;p sumtimes aku pon tak paham nape aku jdi cmtu . HAHA . 

tatau nape aku selalu gilee touching ngn si MNF neh . kekadang aku rse best . tpi kif dah lme pon bosan gak . korang tau kalau aku mls nak reply msg dia aku buatpe ?? confirm aku buat smiley bbnyak ~ then aku akan tulis ulang ulang pekataan neh "HURM.....HUU....HUHHU....HEISHHH..." tuu antara yg popular nye ayat laa kalau gadoh . tak sah kalau tak gune mnde neh . hahah

but aku neh bukan ape . ngade ?? aku tak rse . tpi aku nak tgok dia cnee ! tahan or tak ngn prangai aku . bukan lahh jahat mne pon kan nak buat smpai dia jdi bosan ngn aku . tapi tah laa . aku neh mmg suke gadoh kott . haha

to muhammad nur fadhli ,,

sorry sangat if terasa ngn ape yg syg buat neh eh ! org suke laa cmneh . bru rawks !!! hahaha . tdelaa asyik nak mnje jee kan . whahah ~ mnje laa sgt !! tpi sorry once again . ~ (:

I LOVE YOU MNF

tension !!!

sumpah geram gilee ngn prangai dia ~ heishhh ~ 

saba jelaa aku kan . bukan nak ckp aku neh baik or tak . 

tpi mmg aku neh JAHAT pon . neh aku dah ngaku okay ~

 heee ":) dah laa this week aku stress gilee .

 pastu dia pulak cm layan tak layan je kan . men on off sukati jee . 

huhh ! pntang btol aku !! 

assignments ! assignments ! assignments !

sumpah aku bosan glee skun neh ! 

dah laa assignments banyak nak mati ! 

tggal 1 week jee lagi aku kne push myself for read all those things !! 

can u guys imagine how my classmate and i doin !!! 

huhh !~ tension jee ! 

nak quit org tuu tak bagi . hurmm ~ 

tros kan pon cm tepakse jee kott ): 

penat ! tak smpai sehari submit , 

then dpt yg baru ~ mmg best kan !

DSLR Nikon D3100 ~

Nikon D3100

serious aku gilee ngn camera DSLR neh ! sebab aku mmg

 ske snap pictures 

so i really need that one !oh abah , beli kan laaa 1 kt adikkkk ): nak camera neh .

tamau pakai camera hp . tak clear . beside , ta best lahh 

pakai camera phone .

 haha . zaman dah berubah lahh bahh ~ hahah <3

We can do it! Girls are strong ♥

Haters dont hate you , they hate themselves because you're a reflection of what they wish to be .You're just awesome & you don't even know it . ♡ 

It's ok to make a mistake, It's ok to cry, but it's not ok to give up . Whenever you don't feel something, just feel it.

p/s : I fucking miss you, asshole. 

If you're not nice to me, why should I be nice to you?

kann ?? sure korg pon pikir the same way as i'm ~ aku paling nyampah kot org yang kurang adab bile kte neh sikit punya baik kt dia . pastu suka suka hati dia nak ckp apa pon kat kita . aku ada laa member neh kan , tpi name akan di rahsia kan bagi ngelak kan sebarang masalah agy ~ aku baru jee call dia tdi . then dia ckp , ada laa geng langau tuu tak abis agy tak puas ati ngn dia ?? WTH ??? 

 wehhh !! kteorg tak hingin pon tgok status ko kt fb tuu ! ko tuu yg update cm ko tuu gilee mencapap betina pehal ?? heishhh ! bajet ko hensem ! tengkorak mu ! padahl muka cm bontot kuali ! korg tau kan bontot kuali color ape ?? dah confirm HITAM laa kan ??

cm muke si betina ngn si jantan cilakak tu laa ! bengang ouh ! org tak sibok pasal dorg , dorg ygtehegeh sgt ! malu laa skit weh ! ko tuu dah tareti nak pulang kan brg org ! jgn buat harta ! ko tuu ptot nyee sedar skit , ko tuu dri mne ! jgn suka hati nenek ko jee ckp kwn aku neh cultural shock ! pale ngokk ko lah kan !! haa ! kan dah dapat dosa bila ktok ko kt snie !!~

REFUND !!!!!!

yessssss !!! finally i got my money back from msu kaaan ?? hahah . sumpah happy gilee time dpt check atas name ISMAH BINTI ISMAIL !! weee (: happyyyyyy *sambil lompat tak hentiiii ~ hahah . tapi kan yg sedeh tuu dari RM2210.00 , korg tau aku dpt merasa bape jee ?? RM200 !!! neh pon blum tentu aku boleh pegang ! sebab parents aku ckp kalau aku pegang duit cmneh , confirm "elynnnn , balik ehh minggu neh ! aku nak ajak ko kua g beli barang" !! haa neh lahh yg abah ngn mak aku selalu perli bile dpt duit banyak skit ~ geram aku ~ bank atas name aku kott . ahha . tapi tapee , btol gak tuu . kang dpt kt aku confirm merayap jee !! tapi i need half of that money jugakk !~ ): kejammmm ~

You're just like my romeo. I do love you but we can never be together. ♥

somewhere, someday, somehow, I just wish we could fall in love all over again.Maybe it fell apart for a reason.  Maybe it fell apart to show us how in love we used to be, so we could start over again.

So she looks at me and smiles... and it pathetically makes my day's gone mad !!!

heishhh aku geram betol laa sorg minah neh . korg tau nape ?? dia neh selalu sgt dtg umahh aku then mintak nak gune internet ! goshhh !! help me !! benci tau ! korg tuu kaya than aku ! so g laa pkai streamyx kee ape kan ! huhh ! tension siotttt ! pastu dah laa time nak gune tenet neh , dia boleh cakap "akak, guna tenet tak ??? sebab kite nak rik skolah" . pastu korg tau actually dia bukak ape ?? men game on9 and facebooking . tahniah lahh kan ! aduhh ! pastu aku paling tak suke ngn dorg neh , sebab buat umah aku cm umah dorg . wehh ! beragak lahh ! neh umah aku . before nak masuk tuu bgi lah salam kee , ketuk pintu kee kan ?? melampau betol !~

Just because I smile, doesn't mean I'm happy.

sometimes aku gelakk jee if org buat joke jee ape .

tpi who know's aku tgah frust glee time tuu . hurmmm ):

org tak kan tau sebab aku mls nak tunjuk or ctee .

kang ckp aku neh kuat ngadu sume . yelaa ,

kt msu neh aku bkwan sume ngn or yg high class kan .

aku neh spe laa plak org nak pndang . huu ~

tpi takesah laa . bukan psl neh aku nak ctee .

aku nak ctee psl result aku . sedehh sgttttt .

blee aku tau time aku amik result tuu tekantoii 1 subjectt !!

heishhhh ! benci aku nak repeat !

even parents aku tak marah pon tapi aku tau

dorg sure disappointed glee kan ??

 parents mne yg suke tgok anak dia blee fail ~

huhhh :( sorry mak abahhhhh !!!!!!!!

guilty glee aku sebab taknak blaja bbtol kan .

neh dah dpt result trok bru nak nyesal sume ! hurmmm ):

nak buat cne kan , tpkse laa aku re-take balik . huhhh ~

Girls, don't change for a guy. It won't be worth it (:

neh aku serta kan pictures my girls ~ even aku bru knal ngn two of them , but isokay (: i still considered that they one of it :P heeee

neh elyn ! dia neh bukan aku baru kenal laa . dah lame sgt sgt smpai dah tau prangai masing masing kan . even my family pon kenal (: sygg ! loveyouuu soo muchhh <3

neh pulak aien shaari . dia neh budak class aku but now dia study dekat poly shah alam . even dulu kteorg ada kenangan yg buruk laa kan , tpi now dah boleh get along . sebab benda lame . gpon dah makin grow up kan . baik buruk kene pndai laa pki . thanks yunk :)

you know i just love my family ;D

this pictures is belong to my mom and dad !

i love both ! sebab dorg neh laa aku ada kt dunia neh tau ! kalau lahh dorg tade , hurmm ! jgn tanya laa kan stupid question cmtuu . hhaha .  sorry abah . sorry mak . sebab kkadang tak dengar ckp ! bukan nak melawan kee ape . just nak manje ngn mk ngn abah jee . haha .

neh pulak along aku (:

dia neh selalu tido ngn aku . tpi bila time dia nak tido , tau dia soh aku buatpe kt dia , sure kne bgi nite kiss kt dia . tpi takesah lahh . kakak aku kan . bukan ape pon . haha . aku suka gak amik beg dia sume . sebab dia salu sgt beli beg ~ so tdehal if aku amik pon . bukan dia prasan , haha

neh plak my angah ;p

dia neh pulak kalau aku nak uploads gambar dia mmg susah laa kan . dah laa tak suka amik gambar sorang . nak amik gambar dia neh pon penat aku carik dlm sume folder . sebaik sangat ada gambar neh . kalau tak mmg aku kne crop gambar kawan dia lahh . sorry ehh kt kawan angah tuu :P hehe 

neh aneesah , kakak yg last lahh ~

dia neh aku rse cm aku kott . agak gatai gak (: hahah . tpi salu gak aku gadoh ngn dia . best whoaa ! korg ape tau . ada kakak banyak neh untung ~ sorg gadoh , aku g ngadu kt kakak yg len . haha . tpi dia neh tau jee kalau aku pinjam baju dia ~ thats why aku salu buat tatau jee kalau dia tanya . sebab dia actually dah tau . just nak tanya tgok aku ngaku or tak amik baju dia . haha . padan mke ! dah tau aku suke amik baju , g beli banyak agy buatpe . mmg aku kutip jela kan . haha

neh adalah adik aku , IFFAT (:

dia neh sorg agy . perangai kalau amik gambar muke nak kerek jee kan . haha . vengongg jee hg neh ipat . sebaik adik aku kan . haha . mne agy gambar hg pon aku tatau . neh jee yg aku tgok okay . yg len kalau aku letak dlm neh sure buruk blog aku . hahha . ipat .. ipat ..

haaaaaaa !! last ,, neh gambar aku ngn adik bradik aku yg lain . sume nye 5 org ehh (: heheh 

heeeeeee . THE ENDDDDDD (:

When i see my best friend crying it totally kills me ):

i hated when someone just destroyed her life just like that . even she told me everything about that or about those people , totally i've just got mad ! tpi nak buat cnee kan . 

aku kne jdi the good listener kt dia time dia need me ~ aku kesian sgt if org buat dia cm dia neh ape je ! 

tau lah dia neh jenis cne ~ mmg lembut jee . aku soh marah balik pon pki 2 3 kali . atoii ;p sabaj jelaa aku ngn dia . haha . 

tpi seriously guys , if aku tau sape yg try nak buat dia mcm mcm , over my dead body 1st ! 

kat bawah neh ada aku letak gambar aku dgn dia (:

my happiness (:

she's the one ~

norshafiqah elina

neh jelaa ehh pictures yg aku boleh uploads . heheh

If it has nothing to do with you, don't get involved. It's simple.

ade laa sorg tua yg tak sedar diri neh tau . dia pon stay kt taman umaa aku neh . kteorg 1 adik bradik called him as "MAULANA". tatau nape . maybe sebab bajet alim kott . dia neh aku tatau ape msalah dia ngn kteorg smpai dia nak amik tau kteorg neh pkai cnee . 

i mean siap ckp kt org taman aku yg dia nak pantau anak pakteh a.k.a abah aku laa tuu . korg tau sebab ape ?? sebab pkai short or seluar pendek laa senang ctee . lahh ! sumpah bangang kann ?? ko jge laa hal anak bini ko ! yg ko sibok nak jge hal umah kteorg pehal ?? kte umaa aku ! 

mak bapak aku kot yg bayar umaa neh ! bukan ko lahh mangkuk ! heishh bengkek aku ngn dia weh ! tau laa anak bini dia sume tak cun kan ! haha (: bajet kteorg cun lah ? tak lahh . just sekadar sedap mte memandang jee . haha . so prasan ;p 

Just because we're friends on Facebook, doesn't mean I'm going to talk to u in real life !!!

bukan nak mengate la kan ! ada lahh si "N.A.Y" neh kan ! dia neh one of students kt msu jugak lahh . heishh menyampah aku kan . bukan main lagi dia neh act mcm dian neh bgus sgt . benci tahap babi dah aku ngn dia neh . dulu kalau nak mintak tolong sume mulut manis kan . bak kata pepatah la ! bukan aku ~ haha :) tpi beragak lahh cik kak oii smpai ko nak cakap aku neh cnee ~ blee susa penah aku tak tolong ko ?? and mmg skrg neh aku ngn ko dah tade pape kaitan . tpi beragak lahh nak buat kurang adab ko pon kan ~ ckp jee org bodoh ! ko tuu sejuta kli bodoh tak penah org bising pon ! pikir lahh yg ko tuu actually tak sehebat ape yg ko ctee sume kt aku n "KWAN KWAN" ko tuu kan . 

3 Words, 8 Letters, "I Love You" ♥

encik ismail and puan zainab !! dorg yg kt sbelah neh yg ala-ala romantic neh parents aku yg rawx !! im proud to be one of their beloved daughters !! hehe :) thanks mama and baba for a good responsibilities for five of us <3....

Karma's only a bitch if you are ~

sume org pikir ape yg kte buat neh sure akan patah blik kt kte kan ? just like i said lahh , karma's ~ if kte buat baik , then we have the +ve feedback lahh . if not , sendiri pikir lah ~ tpi kan ada laa minah sorg neh , ayat dia sumpah mcm dia tuu angel yg bru trun dri langit ! pdahal dia laa ketua mak devil yg aku penah kenal ! stupid kan ! just think of urself lahh . bukan nak ckp dia jahat ke or sspe jelaa . tpi yg penting dorg kne tau yg aku is a person who don't have an attitude, I just have a personality that you can't handle. haa ~ paham ??

One million memories, Ten thousand inside jokes, One hundred shared secrets One reason, Best friends !!

the reason why i can stand facing the problems is them ! i swear to god if i'm might have to lose one of them , surely it's hard for me and the rest to be like usual . actually laa kan , aku neh bukan rapat sgt ngn dorg neh , tpi ble dah 1 class n dorg pon kkdang salu jee buat probs , so aku pon join lahh skli kan . yg pkai tudung left side tuu , dia lahh Elyn , twins aku !!! n yg bwh dia tuu Aien ! n last pictures tuu Umey ! even kteorg skun neh pon cm dah tak brape nak rapat or sng ctee jarang contact each other dah , so aku more kan kt elyn laa . sbb kteorg since kt techne pon mmg dah rapat . yg due org tuu plak sbb dorg neh jnis yg happy go lucky . so senang nak get connected ! korg sure happening if hangout ngn dorg neh ! sumtimes without realizing , dorg neh mmg suke buat bgi org gelak . even if korg ada probs cnee pon , surely dorg neh boleh handle ! haha . thats why aku syg dorg lebeh ! hee ;p 

I want to remember the exact moment when I fell in love with u.

the date when i start texting with u . after 2 years broken up with schooling partner ;p 1st aku kenal muhammad nur fadhli , time dekat myspace . time tuu zaman dah maju . tpi aku jee tak maju agy because still dgn "myspace" lagi kan . HAHA . but time tuu mmg tde feeling pon , just consider mber jee kot . and at the same time aku text with other guy jugak . in the same school . aku tggu jugak dia mntak num phone aku , tpi tak mntak mntak pon . smpai 1day tuu , aku yg mntak kt dia . punya laa muke tatau malu kan anak cik mail neh . confident tuu pnting . haha . after dah dpt num , tros lahh msg thru phone . bengang jugak sebab 1st time msg pastu reply lmbat . tpi aku takesa . tau nape ?? he's nobody kan ? so yg aku neh sbok nak mara tuu nape ?? pelik jugak aku . haha . pastu aku neh jenis suke sgt ckp kt dia , "jangan smoke" !! dah laa blum declare , pastu sukati jee aku nak mgarah kan ?? mmg best laa ko neh ismah :) then kteorg move on kt "facebook" plak . haa , aku ske part neh . kre klo dlm plot , part neh dah climax ahh . haha . kteorg dah cm rapat then ble 31 march 2010 , start laa aku couple ngn dia !~ time tuu elyn jee tau aku cnee . haha . mlompat smpai teguling . haha . bukan sebab aku tak suke being a single lahh . just tah laa . ngn dia neh cm lain kott . cm boleh get along jee aku rse . but yg pling klaka , 1st date aku korg tau ktne ?? kt "APARTMENT PERDANA SEK 13 SHAH ALAM" . sumpah time tuu aku rse due due cm org bisu . tpi aku jee byk ckp . dia dga tak dga jee aku rse . sedeh kan ?? aku jee cm excited ! haha . 

terasa juga sedih :(

nape eh aku sedeh ?? nak tau nape ?? hurm . to Elyn , ko jgn lah col aku smpai nangis nangis agy . aku pon sedeh jugak if ko rse cmtu tau . hurmm . isokay laa . if si "I" tuu still syg ko , dy sure gtau nti kan ?? don't worry lahh syg :) kan aku dah pena ckp , if cmne pon aku tak kan tggal kan ko kan ?? igt mnde tuu okay ! bout mber sume tuu bia kan dlu lahh . bia dorg pki sndri . gpon dorg dah besar . now , ko kne be strong okay TWINS ! jgn pkir too much mnde neh . study jee leklok kat uitm tuu eh . "S" tuu pon ko tgok jelaa cnee eh . aku tau ko still syg dy agy . aku tau feeling ko cnee . aku pon pena jdi cm ko . more worst plak tuu . pasneh , ko go on okay . tamau dah sedeh blee text ngn aku or col aku sume ko nak nangis . and ko pon dah promise dkt aku :) i love you so muchh moree <3

kasut favorite dah hilang :(

sudah 3 bulan berlalu . tpi aku still teringat kan kasut yg aku nak sgt kat sunway pyramid ;( time aku tanak beli , ada jee dorg publish kt kdai dorg . but then blee aku terhegeh sgt nak beli , kasut tuu dah tak daaaaaaa :( hurmmmm . frust glee dah neh . nanti if aku dah upload picture kasut tuu , aku publish bgi korg tgok ehh . tpi for me kasut tuu simple n selesa laa . kalau org lain tgok aku tatau laa cnee plak kan . yg penting aku yg minat . bukan korg ehh . hahah ;p 

si gemok ;p

my <3 

The way you're part of me, 
I would have to re-learn everything, 
If you were to leave, 
So fast you make me fall like I was autumn leaves, 
And, honestly.. 
There a perfect explination 
Why you feel so good to say that you're 

 
My love, my love, my love 
I´ll give you all my love if you,if you, 
If you dont change a thing, 
About the way you hold me everynight, 
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life. 

I'm locked inside a jar, 
Turn the lid and set me free, 
I love everything that you are, 
Has a million other reasons, 
But lets not go to far, 
Stay, close to my heart, 
When I think about the future, 
I am right there where you are, 
Cos you´re... 

My love, my love, my love 
I´ll give you all my love if you,if you, 
If you dont change a thing, 
About the way you hold me everynight, 
So right, I wanna man like you to say you´re, 

My love, my love, my love 
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you, 
if you dont change a thing, 
About the way you hold me everynight, 
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life. 

I know,that you,would never leave me hanging, 
Hanging out to dry in the wind, 
I know that we haven´t seen the worst of it, 
But when we do,i promise you we´ll stick it out together. 
You're.. 

My love, my love, my love 
I´ll give you all my love if you,if you, 
If you dont change a thing, 
About the way you hold me everynight, 
So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life. 

So right, I wanna man like you forever in my lifeeeeee..

the day ~

arineh , 13/2/2011 , tarikh keramat kot . nak tau sebab ape ? aku dah kne present ngn muna and act like the real teacher ! dah laa kne membebel sejam dkt dpn class . aduh ! cuak perot aku . smpai demam boleh dtg blik ~ tahniah ahh . haha .tpi pape pon , aku lega glee after dah buat . even ngajar budak cm disaster glee ;p ngarut jee ~ haha . and sedeh blee kne comment ngn mdm izlyn on how we deliver those subject :( btw , the most things ever is im DONE !! thanks muna :)

 

neh laa muna ;p 

dy neh yg selalu tlg aku :)

tetido laa pulok ~

heishhh , geramm nye laa aku ngn si sygs sorg neh . klo boleh tido tuu bukan nak hingat aku dah . men bntai jee kan ;p yg aku plak nunggu laa dy ckp nak tido . last last dia tido aku jge . terbaik :) haha . nsib baik lahh aku syg ko b ~ klo tak dah lme aku cmpak ke laut bgi jaws mkn . haha . haa kan dah mara :/ haha

muhammad nur fadhli :)

the only one ! tau nape ? sebab dia lah yg salu try buat aku gelak even aku tgah bengang tahap gaban :) aku salu touching with him but dia salu buat buat happy ble col or msg aku . thanks eh b sebab tahan ngn perangai org ~ <3 u !~

sakit tekak !

blik je from kedah , family aku teros demam and followed by me ! haha . kedah serious shit panas glee . mmg hope glee hujan trun but then tak pon :( but its okay then ;p boleh buat mcm mcm activity . hehe . tpi lps blik klang , tros kne flu and fever . tahniah laa ;p suara aku tros cm rockstar . sket sial tekak aku . seksa btol nak tgung . haha . ayat cm sket nak mati jee . haha ;p smpai kne postpone for present . haha

birthday 2011

hey korg , aku just nak gtau yg aku dah msuk alam 20an . dah msuk umur 20th dah this year . aduhh . haha . tpi aku happy . sebab dpt jumpe nur fadhli :) thanks syg sebab sanggup dtg perdana semate mate nak g celeb my birthday . sorry b sebab b ajak g makan cake tpi syg tana g . bukan sebab tak nak , tpi time tuu tgah stress sume . tpi b happening , buat bgi sume mnde jdi lawak just because nak bgi syg gelak cm org sewel . hehe . and best sebab maxis bgi col free . dpt gayut ngn dia ngn elyn . wehehe ;p best ouh :) tpi tak best nye sebab ada org try to ruin my birthday . huh ! dia ingat aku kisah sgt ape yg dia ckp ? penipu jee . budak msu pon tak suke kau lah ngok :) haha . skrg neh dah kne buat prangai org besar dah . haha *konon konon laa . padahal prangai dulu ngn smpai skrg tak berubah langsung :) hahha . tpi nasib baik laa aku kenal ko paly . hehe . bole laa org lepas kan byk mnde kt awk ~ hehe :) thanks for everything's tau . sanggup panas kan telinga sebab kne dengar syg lepas kan marah sume . eheh :) thats why i said , i love you moree <3 and elyn : aku takan lupe apa yg ko dah banyak tlg aku . thanks always ada ngn aku time ups and downs :) hee

kau mulut celaka ;p

ada laa seorg hamba ALLAH neh yg mengaku diri dia tuu baik sgt smpai tak pernah nak mngata org kan . tpi spe yg kenal dia akan tau lbeh byk psl dia . kt kwn kwn dia skrg , kesian aku nengok :) kne kencing ats kepale cmtu jee kan . tahniah laa kan kt ko . lepas tuu prasan plak yg dia mcm kenal 1 management and science university tuu . confused aku org cmneh kan . hurmm . terima jelaa aku oena kenal dia dulu . hari khamis 10/2/2011 , dia jmpe aku tok bgi blik brg aku yg dia pinjam n buat harta sendiri . and dia buat ayat suci depan aku baik punya . mcm lahh aku tak kenal ko cmnee kan . blaja tggi tpi BODOH ;p ayat yg tak kan aku lpe ko ckp yunk :) ko tuu tak layak lgsung nak ckp aku cmtu . ko tuu 1 slah sorg org yg bodoh mcm ko ckp sndri . jgn malu kan diri sndiri yunk . malu angat angat :) awok dah beso laa dri tite . cm bangsat pon ade gak ko neh kan . haha . ko tak pernah kenal aku ?? aku neh pernah plak nak kenal ko klo ko sendiri yg tak terhegeh crik teorg time nak soh teman or tolong sume tu ? takat bawak kteorg g makan tpi gune duit laki tayah laa ko nak tunjuk kt aku betina ~ apa yg ko ckp time ptg tuu sume tipu . smpai hati ko kait kan nama kak bibi dlm case neh smpai aku col dia then dia tak tau ape mnde psl neh . no wonder lah setakat kwn baik ko sndri ko boleh mkn , kteorg neh apetah agy kan :) tpi aku hope ko happy lepas neh ngn TUNANG KO  and konon nye BAKAL LAKI KO ;p hehe

kedah < 33

today , im going back to kedah with my beloved family :) happy gilee kot . da lme gle aku tak g menjejak kaki dah kt kedah tuu since aku pindah sni . before this agak kerap laa balik . smp kawan aku sume ckp aku neh sombong sume . heishh , kalau dah ada lesen sendri tpelaa gak nak soh balik ble pon . neh dah terang terang aku ckp tak de lesen . tak paham btol . tpi kalau blik sne pon belum tentu dpt jumpa . ofcourse kne p jumpa cousins dlu . stg ckp lupe daratan plak kan . hurmm . mcm mcm prangai laa dorg neh ;p tak sabar btol nak tggu abah balik then p tros :) ahah . tpi 1 je aku tak ske balik kedah neh . geng sne salu dok ngate kt kteorg . nyampah btol aku . hingat aku nak sgt g umaa dorg tu ?? prasan btol . sebaik aku pkir dorg neh dah tua . aku igt lagi time aku kne stay umaa si makteh neh kt keladi . bee time aku nak beli brg g hostel , sure kedekut glee . mcm bapak aku tak bgi duit plak kt dia tok beli sume mknan kt aku . alahaii , ta smp rm50 pon aku beli salu nye . n anak pmpuan dia yg di panggil "puteri kesayangan" tuu plak jenis penghasut . pangtang nak tgok aku beli pape , comfirm dia ngadu kt si makteh neh . thanks god ada pakteh yg soh aku amik pape jee aku nak . tatau aa dy skadar nak jge hati o pe kan . tpi aku pon amik ta hingat ahh . tnjuk sikit depan depa . hahah . papetah org mcm tuu ;p sedeh pon ada kalau makcik korg prangai cmtu kan . haha

best friends forever :)

teringat aku time form 5 . aku neh students baru kt sek . men teknik klang :) class plak binaan bangunan kan . haha . yg aku happy , kteorg 1 class neh cm 1 family . tpi skrg neh je aku baik ngn abu , aien , umey , cipoy and most of important is norshafiqah elina . dy dah mcm twins aku dah . tapena aku anggap dia as kwn aku . dia dah mcm family aku dah . banyak rahsia aku ngn dia :) org tapena tau pon even family aku sndri . hee ;p aku tak kan dpt carik org yg cm dia . sebab dia lain . dia paham cara aku , dia paham perangai aku . thats why aku banyak tehutang budi kt dia . sumtimes dia laa tmpat aku luah ape yg aku tak puas ati . tpi even aku pena rse cm dy kkdang bosan ngn msalah aku , tpi aku ctee gak . haha . sebab dia akan try cnee pon tok amik ati aku balik . hehe :) thanks syg ~ aku akan simpan jam , n cincin yg kte beli tuu :") always okay ada ngn aku . tpi dlm form 5 jugak aku tau bukan sume org kte boleh caya kan ?? ada yg jenis mkn kwn sndri . heishh tak baik btol :( tpi alhamdullillah aku tapena kne , just aku pena kne ngn laki yg tapena nak appreciate aku . haha ~ tpi sume ctee lame . tpi pling aku ingat ble kteorg ada trip g ganu ngn class ppu . haha . klaka siott . happy sgt . mcm nak pusing balik mse neh ;) hee 

aku ~

hurmm . sedeh gilee jdi the real me ~ nak tau nape ?? sebab jdi dri sndiri laa yg susa . sumtimes kte kne pnting kan dri org lain dari diri sndri . tapi ble time kte , dorg pon buat bnde yg same ta ?? aku rse mostly tde yg buat cmtuu . bukan nak ckp dorg selfish kee ape . tpi ble pkir ape yg kte buat kt org , n ape yg kte dpt blik , aku rse cm tak berbaloi oh ! :( . lepas tuu , time aku dorg buat aku neh cm anjing . bukan nak ckp laa , sumtimes family aku pon layan aku cmtu . but not cm anjing yg aku ckp tdi . dorg neh lain laa skit . aku sedeh sgt bile time aku nak hangout ngn mber jee , sure dorg marah . aku tatau pe salah aku kt mate dorg . blee time kakak aku g holidays ngn friends dorg , even bukan dlm negeri sndri pon dorg tak kesah . tatau nak describes cnee feeling aku neh ~ cm nak jerit tpi taboleh . nak marah pon taboleh nti dorg igt aku neh kurang adab plak kan . so aku biar kan jelaa . aku mmg tapena sikit pon nak salah kan family aku . sebab aku tau dorg buat sume neh for kebaikan aku . tpela , nak buat cnee . tepakse aku diam kan jee hal neh . smpai mse nanti maybe dorg takan buat lagi kan . just aku nak pkir +ve la . dah tanak nyusah kan mk ayah aku sume . hee :)